Name change? 🤔
Oct 22, 2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rP_L_6WGenM

this is my story and welcome to it good
morning and today is Sunday getting
ready to head out we needed to go to
Walmart and go get another thing of
spray paint for my shelf because we
didn't have enough and then there's
something else I don't remember what the
other thing was but we'll all remember
what I'm driving there I woke up this
morning with a massive migraine oh my
god and it's still I am still in a lot
of pain from it I've currently taken for
I know sorry for tylenol one 600
milligram IV pro from one of my migraine
pills ain't doing nothing they didn't
even cut in it but and so I've been
dozing off and on all morning and the
ones when I know they're really really
bad is when my vision is blurry and I'm
slurring my speech which right now I'm
not and literally I feel like I had a
stroke I took my blood pressure and it
was 159 over 60 no yeah 159 over no
sorry
159 over 90 I think or something like
that I don't remember exact numbers but
it's extremely high but as I was
standing in the shower um excuse me
you're gonna see me yawn a lot today
extremely like that you
already see me on a lot but because I'm
on my medicine right now it's definitely
gonna make me especially because I'm
fighting the headache it makes me
extremely exhausted um but anyways I was
standing the shower and so last night
was my weigh-in night and you guys know
that I always allow myself my heavy mill
on my way and nights which it's not a
cheap mill because I don't do cheats I
if I want something I'm gonna have it
but I will wait until my way and night
to allow myself so I have the whole rest
of the week to kind of just like you
know measure back out but if you guys
remember last night I said that I am
using yesterday as my fresh start button
so today is when I'm actually back on my
on track of tracking all my stuff
drinking my waters and doing everything
that I'm supposed to do um but anyway so
last night I wanted chicken alfredo
homemade chicken alfredo I don't eat the
like I like all these homemade but with
that you have the cheese the homemade
cheese and it's very very very salty and
I didn't even think about it
I didn't even nothing this morning when
I was dying for my head I was sitting
there I might do like goodness gracious
for it to be this bad I haven't had one
like this in a long time and I was
standing there like I said in the shower
and it was like ding ding ding ding it
was a dinner last night
so always like Amy you're not used to
that type of food like even last night
when I took a shower I my stomach was
just kind of blah like I just wasn't
feeling very good and even at that
moment and he was like you're not used
to eating food like this like you're
just not so
I am so sorry you guys I'm so sorry um
of course you're just not your body's
just not used to it so for me I'm just
like yeah I get it but it just it's
really affected in my head today I'm
just like I can just crawl into a hole
and fall asleep and not wake up for the
day I'd be happy but mmm with three kids
um so I'm in a far warn you guys right
now I really don't know how much
vlogging I'm gonna get done today just
because I am honestly really really
struggling with my head so I don't know
how much I'm gonna feel like vlogging
because I don't know how much I'm really
gonna be able to do today like I said
there's a few things we have to get done
but if I could stay home and him take
the kids I would have him do that but
I'm not gonna put him in that position
how to take the kids to the store right
now I'm just like not gonna do it so we
are going to go and do that um my family
is out there in the living room right
now cleaning underneath the couches for
me because I asked for it to be done and
they sweetly are doing it so they must
know that I'm really not feeling good
because they're doing the things that
I've only asked for it to be done four
weeks ago but I guess maybe I need more
sick days but anyways so I just want to
check in with you guys and see where
this day takes me um I really hope it
doesn't land me in the emergency room
because sometimes if they're that bad it
takes me there so I can get a shot but
I'm hopefully not because I really don't
want to go there
I really don't but okay I'm gonna stop
vlogging because I can't stop yawning
but I will check in with you guys later
and keep you guys updated on how I'm
feeling we just got in from Costco Hey
that was that was interesting um I did
the in a new frame he tried everything
he could these are my old ones I had to
put these ones back on things they have
to take my old ones I guess I got to
take the frame out
who knows but anyways um he took my
glasses that I was wearing and he bent
um he twisted them and it's just they
were too small for my face
and I kept saying that I kept saying
that I felt like they were too small and
so when me and all he went back in today
we looked at some of the Zack same
looking kind but they are a little bit
wider and a little bit longer in the
back part and what a difference what a
difference and so only help me choose
another pair that are really nice and
I'm gonna be a hundred percent happier
with them because I need something that
you know like I told him I'm gonna be
wearing these for two years I need to
have something that's comfortable and
that I like and so in reality my glasses
are transitioning sorry so in reality I
have to be comfortable with them and I'm
not saying Costco was bad because it was
not their fault it was generally just
what he was explaining was when you're
when you put your glasses on at the
store they don't have they have fake
frames like just regular glass frames
but our lenses but what it is is once
the actual lens of your medicated lens
gets in it actually is more rounder than
the lens that are at the store which are
flat because they're just flat glass and
so he was explaining that when they put
those lenses in it tends to make the the
glass kind of curved a little bit and so
that's what it was is that I think it
just made my glasses curved a little bit
more and so it made it hard for me to be
able to get comfortable with him and
then like I was explaining the the base
of it was so short that literally it was
just coming above my ear and so he
straightened that out
and I was like okay well how is it ever
gonna stop from face like if I sweat or
anything which I sweat all the time it's
just gonna slide right off my face
there's gonna be no catch because he
straightened it out completely
straighten it out which he did
everything like I said that he could do
to make it work better and it just was
not so Costco was absolutely amazing
they took the glasses and they're going
to redo it and he said don't worry about
it you know he's not concerned he said
that you know it happens
you know and all they want is for their
customers to be comfortable and if
they're not comfortable and I just kept
telling him it's not his fault it's not
his fault I was like you're not gonna
get in trouble for me having to bring
these back are you and he's like no and
so I just felt bad because he was such a
big help when we picked him out but it
was just once I got him I wasn't 100%
comfortable like even that day when I
put them on I told all a copy feel like
they're smaller and I've said that since
we picked him up on Tuesday and yeah so
anyways I just want to fill you guys in
that we did do that the babies all three
of my babies got the hot dogs for lunch
and mommy wanted something special from
there but I'm not gonna do it I'm gonna
stand firm gonna do this right I am
sticking on track so we're just gonna go
and get a sub sandwich and then get a
drink and then go home and today is
mommy day so I'm probably gonna go and
sit at the park and read or something I
just need to have some downtime so
anyways I hope all of you are having a
wonderful Sunday it is beautiful here
today it's not hot it's just perfect so
anyways I will check in with you guys in
a little bit and
know what I'm up to okay well I am
drinking my fancy sparkling water zero
calories
I poured some in my ice so I could get
cold
um anyways I am on mommy date so taking
advantage while I can and mmm I think
I'm going to go bounce around at Dollar
Tree I have an awesome DIY that I'm
gonna make but I needed an 11 by 15 are
left
sorry 11 by 16 frame
I don't know I'm debating if I think I'm
gonna go check out the West Salem one
because I really don't like
I mean everywhere but it's just hard
because what something just doesn't have
the amount of stuff that the other one
has so I don't know I'm debating if I
would just want to drive over across
town and just go to the the other Dollar
Tree and just save me a trip
I don't know you guys maybe I'll just go
to the West Salem one if they don't have
what I'm looking for then I'll just jump
over to the other one it's not a big
deal
not like I'm like doing anything
spectacular but anyways I did want to
respond to a comment verbally and not
write the comment or write a response
just because it's probably oh you know a
lot of people probably think about it
so somebody made the comment that
with the size of the body that I am that
diet alone will make me lose weight and
that my leg would have nothing to do
with it and drinking water would have
nothing to do with losing weight but
just eating you know small calories will
lose the weight and I a hundred and ten
percent agree with you 100% agree with
you but here's here's the thing this is
where I disagree if I'm carrying almost
10 pounds of fluid in my leg because it
is so swollen and you guys don't get to
see that part because I don't show my
legs that would carry a big reason as to
why I am gaining and rather than losing
the only gaining in small quantities
versus losing because I am still working
out I am still moving I am still walking
I'm doing all of it like I should be but
it doesn't mean just because you know
I'm walking in stuff that it's just
gonna fin I'm eating small calories you
know and I did explain to you guys as
well that yes this last week I have
eaten more of my calories than need be
and so I am very very aware that to lose
weight you have to eat smaller calories
100% agree with you but I've also been
very honest with you guys too and told
you that I have struggled a little bit
this last week with eating a little bit
more calories than I probably need to
and also dealing with the swelling of my
lake does not help the situation and not
drinking water to flush the fluids
through my body that does play a big
role so I don't want to sound rude I
don't want to come off defensive because
I'm not
I am always grateful for when people
bring up things because we're all human
we all have our opinions and we have all
the right to share those opinions on my
channel like I've already made that very
clear but I also have the right to
express my opinion back about a comment
and and that's that's not an opinion
that's the facts so I just wanted to
clarify that yes I am very aware that
eating small quantities of calories will
help you lose the weight but if you're
struggling with that eating that small
quantities of calories that's definitely
going to play a huge tool in why you're
not losing so this date has been a much
better day though like I said it's a
strike I mean I'm I'm doing what I need
to do to get back on track I'm drinking
my water I had Subway for lunch rather
than having the Costco hotdogs like I
wanted just like having the ice cream
that I wanted from Costco I didn't have
those things I chose not to and I opted
to go ahead I opted to go ahead and
listen to all a suggestion and me and
him had chips and I had baked baked
Lay's which are a hundred and forty
calories I think for the bag which isn't
bad and then with that I had my normal
sub that I always have
so anyways I am gonna pop in to Dollar
Tree really quick and just see and then
I will check in with you guys to let you
know if I got what I need so that was a
bust
I mean I found one well two things from
there wasn't what I went in for but it's
okay I'm gonna go to the one across town
I'm not on a time limit I'm going to go
to the park and watch a movie but
this is what I feel I could get my mouse
exercise in it it's like when I do
Sunday's because then I'm out walking
around doing stuff so anyways I was like
well I'll just go across town and check
out there that one eh I want to see that
dollar trees probably the biggest dollar
tree that we haven't seen is that what
I'm going to so I know if they don't
have them I know the one in Kaiser has
them but I won't go today if they don't
have them here I'm not gonna go to
Kaiser I don't fly driving clear over
there
totally not what I'm in the mood to do
so if anything I'm just going to head
back to West Salem after this but
anyways I've done a really cute phone
cover I am like in shock that the dollar
trees and I had no idea that the dollar
trees carried this stuff so my the phone
covers for skin turned green as soon as
I pull out the bag anyways but I'll show
you the home cover when I
but anyways i just i'm i just am looking
for I need an 11 by 16 frame and that's
it I don't need anything else I'm I need
to slow down on buying stuff for DIYs
because unless I'm meeting like things
to go with what I already have then
that's different
but to about
binder of stuff I'm just not not going
to buy more to build me right now
I'm really trying to figure out like
what all I need for each of my DIYs
and things like that so
but for one of them I do need an 11 by
16 frame
that's really it I'm gonna take a look
at their phone covers there too and just
see what phone covers they have
I was weird like they haven't been
stopped but the other side was still
going
anyway so once I get to that Dollar Tree
I'll see what they have and then I will
show you guys going
far because I really don't know
not Dollar Tree they did get some new
stuff in though because they had some
really cute like little mirrors I wanted
to get them so bad but again I don't
want to buy a whole bunch of stuff when
I don't really right now have like I
have so much DIY stuff that I have to do
that I don't want to
put more out until I have enough time to
get the rest myself together so anyways
I will jump you guys once I get done
there was a lady looking at me like she
like seriously check out my youtube
channel it's called Amy on the go
oh talking about Amy on the go I'm
bouncing you guys I'm bouncing that's
why I my headaches gone just so you know
I saw the remnants of be tired from it
that won't just that's just gonna be
something I don't feel today but um okay
you guys I am thinking about changing my
name and I don't know why but I'm just
not bouncing the whole Amy on the go
name I don't know why I mean I know that
it's like it's legit - what on my my
channel is which is Amy on the go like
I'm on the go I'm doing stuff and you
know I get that but I don't know I'm
gonna ask you guys if I was to change my
name
what are some hi suggestions because now
keep in mind though here's the thing cuz
I'm going to want to be doing a brand
here a brand name and why say that is
I'm going to be doing my cup come my cup
business my tumbler business
okay so that needs to code that needs to
go together with my channel so that's
why I said Amy on the go designs I don't
know I'm just filling Amy on the go
YouTube channel okay but hmm I want
something unique but something that's
fun so I am coming to you guys Ali is
the one that gave me the suggestion
aren't you go to your channel and ask
them ask them what they would suggest
they mean it so to keep my brands
together my tumblr business and my
youtube channel
what is it name that I can do together
that would sound really good I am asking
you guys to keep thoughts okay and I
want to hear some of your guys's
suggestions
I want to do the name change fairly soon
only due to the pack because I once I
start doing the business for my tumblers
I need to have that name established so
for that I need to know like what is a
name that you guys would think to
suggest so I'm leaving it to you guys to
come up with a name and let me know and
then what we'll do is I will write down
the names and put it in an ad and I will
draw from those names and that will be
how we come up with a name so you guys
get to actually help name the channel if
you like Amy on the go put that down
you know that you like it but if you
could come up with something more and
unique and pretty I want something
unique thinnamon pretty but something
that fits our channel but it's gonna fit
this glitter tumbler business that I've
got wanting to start so anyways yes I
wanted to bring that up to you guys so
it's gonna bring that up to you
yesterday completely spaced it sounds
like I need to bring that up to you guys
like ASAP so you guys can tell me what
you guys think so anyways I am pulling
in here to the Dollar Tree so I'm not
gonna vlog what I'm in there because I
don't want to be in there all day I
really just want to get in and get out
it's already 3:50 so I've already been
gone an hour and I don't want to spend
my whole time just at the stores so
anyways so I'm not gonna vlog when I go
in but I will when I get out if I either
way I'll still check in with you guys
because I wanna show you what I got from
the other store so anyways I will check
with you in just little bit let's see
what time is it it is 4:43 I walk to
that store for
like what an hour and a half
told you guys when I go shopping I walk
and I walk and I walk and I walk never
find more reasons to walk and walk and
walk amok so that's why they say that I
get so much exercise
hold on you guys I'm the Sun is like
beating in my face that is clearly why I
said when I go shopping I walk away with
a lot of exercise because I just do
nothing but walk and it feels so good
like don't get me wrong but oh when it
is a hotter than balls out here well as
I say harder than spaghetti balls
it's only 68 but good Lord will park
right here cuz I want to show you guys
my god
oh cool for a second it's true
Iran
okay so that's pulling me down a little
bit it's gonna show you there's a few
things that I got so I got poster board
which I think you guys do you see poster
board it's white and I've got the poster
board because the Shelf that we are
making it the bottom has to have poster
board because it's like kind of off even
I don't know it's really weird so I just
bought four of those to have Ollie cut
them he painted it oh my gosh you guys
look so pretty
but he's gonna take once it dries he's
gonna take gray and blotch it onto the
color the blue oh it's like a sea green
blue oh I'm in love so okay I bought two
of these they're supposed to work I
didn't even know they lit up actually
didn't look that close
oh yeah oh yeah that's cool I was not
aware that they lit up anyways so it's
missing a thing but it also lights up
oh honey ours I didn't even realize that
it said that but I picked up two
lanterns for a DIY I also picked this up
because I needed something to put some
of like my crafting stuff in that I'm
taking from one spot to the other makes
it easier so I went ahead and I picked
up this to also have I picked up two
notebooks for the babies because they're
always fighting over notebooks wanting
to color and write and do all their good
stuff so per dollar I just picked up two
of those I picked up another clipboard
because between my husband and my son
they keep trying to Jack mine so I
picked up this one and I love it to be
so cute easy pill
I'm gonna do this thing would be that
works then I got this and no it's not
photo martini I got it for open my DIYs
I needed a stand so this actually is
going to work fantastic so picked up
that as I'm throwing it I picked up two
sets of nails picked up those ones
they're so pretty I absolutely love them
it's worth a shot to try and worm I've
been wearing these ones these ones have
been on for nine days nine days they're
supposed to only be on for 12 are sorry
for 5 to 7 days these have been on for 9
days it's how you apply them is how
they'll stay I picked up those ones
those ones are cute I love them even if
they look like press-on who cares
nobody's pay my bills and then I picked
the bees for the kids okay call them all
matching that got anything different
because they will fight over it so I
just got three of the teddy bears I got
a couple of headbands these are like
these ones you can wrap them so I got me
a black and white polka dotted one I got
a plain blue one with white stripes
I got a leprechaun
I got me at a 2-1 count not to have
cheetah I got me this one it just says
like love and sweets and Valentine's
coming up to picked up this headband I
don't know how these are gonna work but
it's worth a shot they're stretchy
they're soft so I figured I triumph I
got that one and then I got a pineapple
one and then I picked up two packs of
shower curtain holders because I need to
change my shower curtain holders because
they're driving me nuts
and then I bought this basket for the
kids is toys for the bathtub because I
am sick and tired of them totally having
their toys piled up in the bathtub and I
spied on them so I just stick everything
in
and that's it oh no that's not it hold
on
yeah and then I get up to the register
to pay and I told my husband oh don't
worry I have cash and I'm not gonna need
to budget for this yeah give to the cash
register I forgot that they taking the
money out and stuck it in and another
thing so any one of the crush on me
which is then this is for DIY
Stu please
and then what I got from the other
colors for was they didn't have any
phone holders here actually I looked I
got this for my paintbrush in my paint
so when I go to do my painting I just
filled this up with water and here's my
paintbrush system so that will come in
great handy and then I got me another
phone cover it's like a three deal most
but it's a pineapples and it fits seven
plus 1/8 plus so for a dollar I'm just
like whoa give me this
so yes now that's what I got from your
dog sports but you know it's good things
that I mean I use so it's not like it's
stuff that I don't need they are clearly
things that I do need and I use them so
anyways because somebody said you go to
the store and spend money all the time
and it's like well yeah but honestly
it's stuff that I use so I wouldn't go
and just blow my family's money if it
wasn't for using the items so I
definitely like to
good are especially much deeper
sometimes
sometimes you can go to other stores and
it's way cheaper way cheaper but anyways
alright you guys well I will check in
with you in a little bit I am going to
drive and I'm gonna call my husband
really quick and check in with him and
see what's the next player talking kind
of quiet because there were some people
standing around on my door anyways so I
came to sit at the park for a little bit
I thought I would show you guys my
little day you what it looks like is so
pretty here I just I can sit here all
day like literally it's so pretty
just the colors it's like I love
unrolling by unrolling rolling out my
windows and just getting that fresh
breast I'm done talking I don't need a
fresh breast I'm sure but I do like to
have fresh air okay fresh air and so
when I come here I just roll down all my
windows but then once it starts kind of
getting a little bit dark then I like
lock my doors and you know just be more
safe but I love this area it's so so
pretty but this is the park that I
always come to and I always sit at just
halves a little bit of mom time you know
just some relaxing time some time where
you know I just chillax and that's what
I'm doing when I pulled in here
there was a boy couldn't have been more
than ten eleven maybe and the dad
sitting in the passenger seat the kid
driving I'm just like oh not safe but as
long as he stays away from me we won't
have a problem hey my business but he
comes close to me or hits my car we'll
have an issue
but anyways yeah I just wanted to kind
of show you guys the park and I'm gonna
put P around me anyways I am actually
heading home it was a nice a nice
afternoon I it was something I needed to
do and I love that oli you know always
encourages me to take my me time and
just relax and have a moment no no no no
no it was a squirrel but my son would
never forgive me if I ran over a
squirrel you guys he still talks about a
squirrel
he is fixated on squirrels who I don't
know what I'm gonna do like always like
just give it you know a little bit of
time and he'll stop talking about it
he'll forget about it now I don't see
that happening anytime soon
he told us today mom dad I need a
squirrel
we gotta get a squirrel Mike honey
Rudy's at the vet he has a bad leg I'm
hoping that there will be a scroll in
front of our house here soon that we can
show him and be like there's Rudy all I
could think of like I don't know what
else to do my mom she she lives like
where squirrels and stuff are pretty
they like are around quite a bit and her
husband has to catch him because
otherwise the screws get in and he is
berries and stuff that he had grows in
his garden so he uses live traps and
catches them and then he'll take him out
like further out into the wild and
release him he doesn't kill him so I
hold her the other day as I Hey
are you guys still like you know
catching squirrels and she's like you
just like usually
kind of small ones not baby babies but
you know they're not like I don't think
they're full-on at all she's like why
and I was like because this whole broody
thing like I seriously don't know what
I'm supposed to do because of home home
are is so just fascinated over this
whole Rudy scenario that I'm thinking if
you guys were to capture one and bring
it down and then we release it he would
never know that it's not Rudy and then
he would think you know Rudy is back
where he belongs
I don't know what to do I tell you that
kid he is a smart cookie because you can
tell him something
like I mean I like all he told me last
night don't tell him we're gonna get him
a squirrel because he will hold you to
it and he will not let you forget that
but I'm like oh I ain't doing that but I
was looking at bunnies and stuff like
that I I don't think I'm at a point in
my life where I really want to take on
the responsibility of an animal and of
course I would be the one slowly taking
it over
I'm not afraid that my kids wouldn't be
nice to it because I think that they
would be fine with that part but
I think that it would be kind of I don't
know I'm just concerned that you know
I'm not in the position where I really
feel like cleaning animal stuff up I
only don't so
but I I don't know how to do this with
Omar because he is just driving me
insane with this whole thing of the
squirrel but anyways so other than that
we are
I mean I'm heading home I'm actually
almost home and I'm gonna go in and take
all these bags in and stuff try and stop
yawning because I really feel like I was
gonna fall asleep at the park that's why
I was like anyways but anyways I am home
now so I'm gonna go in and I guess just
relax I don't I don't really have
anything to do I do want to mop the
floors and clean the bathroom so I
probably will do that before a bad time
tonight because this week is gonna be a
long week we got a lot a lot of a lot of
stuff to do so definitely getting some
stuff done this week is gonna keep me
quite busy so I probably will try and
clean up the house tonight
I've got counseling tomorrow and I think
that's it for tomorrow for me but then I
have tons of stuff but we've got to go
to Portland tomorrow
so there's definite some things that we
need to get done so anyways I will check
in with you guys tomorrow before
counseling and then I will fill you in
with those ridiculous fill you guys in
with what happens at counseling but
until then you guys take care sweet
dreams
